Step by step, she cautiously climbed the stairs of the
porch she once knew so well. The boards creaked and groaned beneath the
soles of her soft leather shoes, but none gave way. The porch
enveloped the home, wrapping all the way around, white paint long ago
peeled away and battered by the seasons. She stood in the corner where
the two chairs had lived, not quite facing one another. Her father's
steady breathing still whispered in her ears. Setting her shoulder bag
where his old boots had piled up each evening, she dropped to her knees
and ran her hand along the boards in the space she felt his presence,
still lingering. It was here, in this spot, where the unease washed over
her and she knew, deep in her bones, he was not yet gone. As his
presence overwhelmed her, Annie gave in to her emotions, letting the
waves of sorrow wash over her, sweeping her effortlessly out to sea.
Twenty seven years had passed since they left this place
and somehow she found herself standing on the edge of this former safety
net, wondering how it all went so sideways. Deep pangs of regret cut
through her. Yet, she climbed to her feet and debated moving onward. The
hearth beckoned her and filled her with an unnerving sense of dread.
Approaching he door, Annie's eyes darted back and forth across the porch
and into the darkened doorway. The ghosts which lingered there knew
the stories, the laughter and the tears, the joy and the sorrow. They
knew all the secrets. They murmured to one another of the events which
unfolded under the roof, the night that her life forever changed.
Annie shivered, rubbed her wrist with her left hand and
dropped her head. With a deep breath and barely an ounce of resolve, she
placed one foot in front of the other and approached the door. The
voice in the back of her head shouted for her to stop, to turn around,
get in her car and go home. She pressed onward, driven by an unseen
force. It shoved her toward her past, stumbling toward the open
entryway, toward the inevitable collapse of the walls she'd built around
her to protect her from this exact collision.
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